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Should have showed meHer face is white,  Her body cold,  Her wrists are red,  Hope is sold,  Her eyes are dull,  Her spark is gone,  Life is fading,  Won't take long,  Nothing left,  Just one last tear,  Loosing vision,  End is near,  Blood on her face,  Once so pretty,  Another wasted life,  Such a pitty,  The is locked,  All alone,  Its normal for her,  No one is home,  A note by her side,  How it reads,  I hope you feel bad,  I hope you will grieve,  I hope you regret,  Ignoring me,  This isn't how,  It was meant to be,  I Should have showed me
in Spoken Word on 7/17/08
SuicideShe lies in her bed,  But she cannot sleep,  Thoughts in her head,  Cutting so deep,  Her pillow is wet,  From all of her tears,  Mind is set,  Sets aside her fears,  One pill more,  Fills her desire,  Her eyes so sore,  Almost on fire,  This time she broke,  And felt the pain,  She can’t cope,  Won’t do this again,  Wipes without care,  Her tear stained cheek,  She wonders if she dare,  Her future now so bleak. Suicide
in Spoken Word on 7/5/08
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Journal Entry: Fri Jan 4, 2008, 5:40 PM
I know this sounds rediculous...
I havent even known him 5 minutes..
but i cant help the way im feeling...

Is he genuinely a lovely guy that i could be happy with...?

Or is he playing me...?

one minute he says he likes me..

the next hes telling me he doesnt want a relationship.

i'm so confused.

I'm trying not to rush into anything... but you cant help the way you feel..

I thought he of all people would understand how mixed up, insecure and vunerable i am right now... Its not right to fuck me around like this...

But at the same time, we're not a couple, not even close.

So who the fuck am i to tell him how to feel and what to do...

I forgot just how hard and much it hurts to feel like this...

Times like these i miss the ex and pity all single people trying to settle with someone...

i just feel demolished.

xxx

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  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: Tatu
  • Reading: Comments
  • Watching: Myself being destroyed. =[
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water

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  • Current Age: 14
  • Current Residence: your anus
  • Interests: art, photography, music!! my friends.. shizz like that.
  • Favourite movie: um... lots and lots
  • Favourite band or musician: Billy talent, MSI, Afi, mcr, plus44.
  • Favourite genre of music: punk rock, emo, metal, thrash metal.. loads of stuff.
  • Favourite artist: that guy that painted that lady that never smiles, joking. that was obviously leonardo dicaprio.JOKE
  • Favourite cartoon character: Rouge from xmen.. I WOULD!
  • Personal Quote: I asked to pope and he said it was okay aslong as i bring him goats milk every other week

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~Pixie-Lizii-Chan:iconPixie-Lizii-Chan: Feb 20, 2007, 11:08:58 AM
Haha, put the pics up :P

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~OceanaChan:iconOceanaChan: Feb 14, 2007, 9:10:46 AM
WAGH, found you again! Add me biatch.

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~xxDAxx:iconxxDAxx: Feb 12, 2007, 7:01:43 AM Mood: Wow!
welcome to dA

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